Authoress, 1845
Time is the thing – she knows she’s a surplus of money and love, but her hours wear thin as a threadbare purse. Maybe
she has offered too many too much, she thinks; her pupils linger beneath the smoke-stained windows, half-drawn in tawny
shades of light, as though expecting a gospel she is unable to impart. Still, in the evenings her little ones
eat up her tales: she loops heroes and warriors through paragraph and page, scarcely a hoof catching in her words.
Her husband complains of the ink on her fingers - but she has all but finished, perfection skirting closer hour
by hour. She admits, anyway, she is tired of it now, and tired of this town, where smoke and fumes clog the sky, the air,
her very skin. A sallow moon scrapes up between stacks and wheels as she undresses, syllables still clocking through
her veins: they gather pace like a heartbeat, like the coming out of stars; one chasing another, incessant, as night shudders in.
New Year
New year’s day near its end, the Social sags with streamers, walls parading fresh stains. Television dissolves softly
at the back of the room; beneath its screen, her head is on the table, beer channelling her blouse. Flesh shudders
across her back: they leave their chairs, rest down their palms. She stills. Her hands clutch, wet and empty. They take her glass.
Anna Lewis lives and works in Manchester, and she has been published in magazines including Poetry Wales and Mslexia. Earlier this year, she performed some of her poetry at the Welsh Assembly. |